Just a piece of mind....

If you are talking in a very conservative way, it is true I am not a perfect model of society. It is even more challenging if you are living in a small community where if you sneeze, the other side of the town can hear you. However, for the past 2 years, I managed to stay ‘OK’. The decision that I made two years ago was thankfully right. I am blessed to have a family who really love and support me. Not to mention countless blessing that I have been receiving for the past 2 years too. The simplest sense of happiness that I experience everyday without fail is a cute smile and the words ‘Mummy!’ from Twinkle whenever I come back from work. To listen to her foot step running after me for my hand bag… It is a blessing to have Twinkle in my life, even though I know it is going to be a little bit harder to raise herself alone. But hey… even a child with dad and mum still have problem… Then again, it is only in my humble opinion.

Whenever I remember the past, initially I will be full with vengeance and anger. But, thinking again, if I am full with hatred, how am I going to be a good parent? Besides, all this negative energy inside me is letting him winning… meaning, he is succeeding in ruining my life. Instead of harvesting this negative aura inside of me, I learnt to forgive him… and get on concentrating to making life more meaningful each day. Besides, being hateful will make a person look old!! Definitely I won’t let it robe my… ehem youthful look…. (B, if you reading this, do not throw up… hehehehe). **sigh** After all these happened to my life, I am grateful that I still have a friend who still care for me, regardless of my past. I can’t thank you enough for what you have done to me and Twinkle. Every time I think of it, I always have tears in my eyes and still believe that there are still good man exist in this world. Not all men are heartless and cruel.

Strange enough, I believe that what goes around comes around. Only time will tell….

Ohhhh my Twinkle....

This is Twinkle... and a piece of bread!!!

She is running around with a piece of bread... She looks so cute and adorable here... Having hard time to get the picture since she is running around the house...

Finally, she stop running! Oh ya.. that's her granpa's hand, trying to calm her down since she is laughing so much!

Twinkle's sleeping buddy....

Yup... thats my Twinkle... Somehow, toddler has a unique style of sleeping position. I wonder if I can 'cucuk' her bottom with needle? Hehehehehe...

How can she managed to get so comfortable?

Aha... her sleeping buddy since she's 1 month old.

I need to wash Patrick...